Ever felt like shit and not know what to do about it? You are so sick, tired, wasted that even a thought of getting out of bed is too much. But then you start small, you get up and drink a glass of water. Suddenly, you feel things again. Then, with the bit of energy you acquired from that one glass, you find yourself going upstairs and cooking a meal. The food fills your belly and your body sends a gentle thanks by not hurting anymore. With your new found energy, you finally are able to go outside, breathe, and jump around...bringing your physical being to a sense of euphoria you thought was not possible an hour ago as you laid underneath your covers.
This weekend was like drinking a glass of water, eating a meal, and exercising to the extreme. I forgot what it was like to spend 36 hours in pure bliss, no drama, just smiles and laughter. I was so happy and alive that I didn't even feel upset leaving my best friends behind. I wonder if my lack of kissing boys and flirting has anything do with this happy weekend? Or was it the fact I actually left the city?
But what I loved most about this weekend is that I listened to my gut, and it lead to me a magical adventure. I haven't done that in awhile, just let my impulses run rampant. My impulses make me happy.
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