Diversions

I hate it when newstories distract me for a number of hours because of personal reasons.  Especially when said stories have to be read for work, and then get posted about for days.  It's never healthy to obsess over them, but I have to.  I have to analyze the coverage, discern what it means for my clients, and make it look like I don't care.  That last part is the hardest.  Because when the story topic is about the plague that effects your family and yourself, it's almost impossible to make it look like you don't care.  

Especially when it all happens around a certain person's two year anniversary.  The Fall has suddenly become the most depressing season.

In other news, my ex is haunting me in my sleep.  And I think it's because the last word's I said to him were"Fuck you."  It was still deserved, but I'm thinking it might be good to fix this situation at some point.

So, now I have to do something to distract myself.  Distractions and diversion were much easier back in the day... when did become so much work to just think of something new?